I have a dream...
A dream to die
My dream will never come true My life endless suffering...
...Again and again
Nights...
Days...
Gray like rats
Scurry around me
Digging her claws into my body Tearing apart my soul... Defeated and wounded
In the loop of despair choking with grief Waiting for the long-gone
Days of prosperity
Bright days...Which have never been seen...
Come to me!
My death, my deliverer...
Put your arms around me Gently close my eyes forever...
Take me away!
Let come only one day
The day when all my dreams and wishes come true... This is the day of my funeral
...Only my pain
With me
Every time
I fall into the void
Alone in the darkness...
Barely breathe...
Buried alive...
Defeated and wounded
In the loop of despair choking with grief Waiting for the long-gone
Days of prosperity
Bright days...Which have never been seen...
This is the day of my funeral